OceanAmber

Okay so last time I wrote a Journal I was sounding slightly depressed and sad.  Well I think things have settled down and are starting to go the way they need to.  So anyway I just wanted to say that you guys seem to like my bottle brush flower picture ( http://fav.me/d4sldqe ) a lot so if you would like me to post some more of these photos just tell me in the comments!  Just thought I would tell ya'll that, thanks for reading! :D

Why does family fight?  Why can't we all just get along or at least learn how to shut up?  Why must we make eachother cry then act like nothing happened?  Don't they know that that doesn't help anything?  Why did this happen? I don't want to live in my grandmothers house anymore I feel like I can't breath in this stupid dark, and cluttered house.  The beds to hard to sleep well on and I never get a full nights sleep.  I just want to go home so bad right now.  I feel like I could burst into tears at any time over here, what with everyone at eachothers throats all the time.  I know I you all are like pull it together you sissy baby and I know

Okay so I know a lot of you don't know me personally but if you could just spare me a moment of your time?  My grandmother has been going through a very rough time at the hospital the last two weeks.  She suffered a stroke and it was only by the work of god (or who ever you believe in) that my Aunt had come in that weekend because if she haddn't my grandma most likely wouldn't be here today and I don't know what I would do with out her. So all I'm asking for is for you to send a short little prayer out for her.  She has a very long road to recovery ahead of her, if she ever recovers.  It's amazing to me all the little things you take for gra